omg i am updating oh mah cadunkadunk!!! i havnt updated n like forever ...so much has been goin on...wow...like so much ...some shit goin down but hey im takin it day by day...lets see...well my dad went to tha doctor and hes got something beginin to go over his left eye which it will progress and when it does he'll go blinde n that eye...hes got a lot wrong with him but wont tell me b/c he doesnt want me to worrie ..which that just makes me kinda worrie more...i love mah dad n dont kno what id do if ne thing happened..now my mom ...we dont get along ne more hardly ever talk....i try to stay out tha house as much as possible...and i think im doin a good job at that ..infact i have n interview to get a job lol.....
Friends..shirleys my bestfriend ..and lately its been weird...sometimes its just yeah ..i think i should talk to her? yeah prolly...i've gone through a lot n tha last couple of days with everyone...
tha otha night i went to my cousins house i had so much goin on ...so pissed at everyone ...tha only person that talked to me was byron..everyone else was "busy" fuk that bullshit...**Thanks byron your so awesome luv ya lots**
gosh why do i have to be such a lozer and be so shy about everything??? Jeezz hate that shit..
but yeah besides tha point...lmao
heres some quotes i thought were cute!!
**We spend most of our time talking about nothing
But I just want to let you know that all those nothings
Have meant so much more to me than so many something’s
**
Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances,
Losing and finding happiness.
Appreciating the memories
And learning from the pain
& realizing that people always change
***Well yeah thats all.....
~A girl all confused...shes gotten advice and it was...just go and do it!!!!!!~
~*~Nicole~*~
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